Yesterday's Rant

(This is from another board I posted to last night...forgot to post here)
I am grumpy, frustrated, enraged, disgusted, fed up, and really bummed out. This really, really sucks. It wasn't a bad day at all, but I'm in a totally sucky mood all evening and now I think I just made myself sick the point that I'm going to be up for hours.

Couple days ago I had coconut water with green powder and MSM. Got really sick afterwards -- rumbly tummy, you figure out the rest. Thought it was maybe the greens or MSM or combo. So, just now I had more coconut water plain (and I've had it plenty of times before) and almost immediately my stomach is rumbly again. I just want to go to sleep, I don't want to be up for hours, afraid to go to sleep in this condition. Add this to my sucky, sucky evening and I'm a real charmer right now, LOL.

I want to chew something, I want to eat _______ and _________ and _________ yet at the same time, I just want to go to bed and have the day be over and the "I wants" to be over. I want to power through this foul mood and be done with day 5 and be on day 6, which is almost a week, which is a minor milestone.

I want to go buy sugarcane and chew it to shreds. I also want to weigh myself and know I'm making progress, but that has to wait till morning.

I don't know about anyone else on the juice feast, but all these greens is tough. I'm not even eating 2 pounds a day and I just realized I missed my celery today. Is it wise to force myself to drink juice when my body says 'whoa, got enough, thanks'?

And I just spend $400 on two juicers because I couldn't decide between the Omega 8005 masticator for leafy greens and hard veggies or the Breville Juice Fountain for everything but leafy greens and it's incredible speed. So I figured I'll do leafy greens and maybe try wheatgrass in the Omega (and nutbutters and ice cream when I'm eating again!!) then use the Breville to knock out the other stuff quickly, because I plan on juicing after this feast is over.

I'm also frustrated that I can't get organic peaches, plums, nectarines, cherries, grapes, watermelon and hardly cucumbers. AND, I heard that celery is going up to something like $4 per bunch next week or next month. Maybe she meant all organics or some, but at least celery. Great. I want peach juice, dang it! And I want to destroy things. At least I'm off tomorrow incase I do have to stay up most of the night. And why is coconut water making me immediately sick? Why? I want my juicers to get here Tuesday, I want to not be thirsty, I want my bottled water to not taste like crap. (Cases of Penta are buy one get one free -- or were two days ago anyhow -- but I don't have extra $$ for water. Not even sure how I'll get juicing stuff after Tuesday.

Just call me Kelly Ball-O-Sunshine

So tired... going to try to go to bed...tomorrow it will not be today any longer